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Cornered and wanting to Cry
Okay I have to say this about yesterday. Some parts of it were really bad for me. My mood was just off the charts and I mean that in a really bad way. I got uber frustrated when playing wrestling and it was just made a hundred times worse when the match lasted so ******** long. If I'm gonna get the s**t knocked out of me at least make it quick, I mean just damn, it lasted and lasted and I thought it would never end. I would struggle for a little, think I have a chance and then...well yeah it sucked for me. Okay yeah I know I shouldn't complain I should be a good sport and just say "I didn't do so well today, but I'll practice and come back and we can have a good match". Yeah I wish I could. I'm not even get a chance to practice since it's not my game and I don't even have a PS2 so even if I borrowed it I'd have nothing to play it on.

*sighs* there's more but I'd wrather not post it on Gaia it's just too personal. I just wanna say that after something happens is when I see the way I should have handled the situation. And that during a situation, if I'm upset It's a hundred times harder to see the logical solution. But I think a lot of people can relate to that






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Kain Tycho Draygon
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commentCommented on: Tue Oct 03, 2006 @ 09:00am
You take losing pretty badly. Take AA earlier today (I know I'm responding late, so sue me). After your first two failures (I failed about 7 times before passing), you gave up. And with the wrestling thing? Chaos can beat me at times. Just understand that you will lose. A lot, when you first try the game, or so. I mean, you've only played about... what? A total of 4, 5 matches? And against both my and Alu, most of the time Alu and myself focusing on each other.

Yume, Chaos has well over 50 matches under his belt. (Which, coincidentally, is the World Champion Belt) I know I have a problem with it too, but I'm learning the following lesson, slowly, but surely: Learn to Lose.

Remember what Achmed (and I) always said: "You're going to get hurt. So you may as well tuck your chin and be ready for it."

That applies to many things, but this is one of them. *sighs* Great. I'm so worked up, and I planned to go to sleep at around 10 PM, and now it's already 1 AM, and I have to get up in about 5 hours to get to work. *sighs* And I also still have some other works I want to work on before going to sleep. Probably be another hour.

Wish me luck. Good night all.

-KTD


commentCommented on: Fri Oct 06, 2006 @ 04:49pm
Okay Achmed, Yes I know I'm bound to get roughed up by life. That particular day was so bad because I'd been going in and out of boughts of depression. As for AA, I didn't know it had taken you 7 tries to beat that mission. When you told me that weren't you paying attention to the fact that I said I'd give it another try? Seriously, games come so easily to you I figured you'd gotten it on like the first try. After hearing you'd had a hard time too I figured "What the Hell? If Kain had trouble w/ it, who am I to complain and give up now?" But I guess you didn't notice. *sighs*

BTW when I was wrestling Chaos I'd lost the fight in my head before it was even half way done. I really wanted to just ask Chaos to exit the game so I could resign the match, but I figured you guys would get mad at me for giving up, so I kept trying. Then near the end there you said I might actually have a chance to win. So I really tried my best and I still didn't even get close to winning. It's discouraging to try your best and get beaten so badly. Even you have to admit that.



Mayve Yume Draygon
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