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Some Days
Some days I just wish that I could do what I wanted...and today is one of those days....I just wanna go be with my baby so bad and I am tired of hanging around my ******** house it is depressing. Since I'm not in guard I have nothing to do anymore I mean absoultly nothing and I am sick of doing nothing....I think as soon as I get off the school bus I'll pick a direction and start walking in it untill I get tired and I'll turn around and come back...I am just sick of being tired....I wanna do SOMETHING I mean anything damn..I can't take this s**t anymore that is why I was in colorguard in the first place. I joined it to get away from the yelling and screaming at home that goes on everyday ((I can't take people screaming at me I break down)) and I joined it because I loved tossing my flag and hanging out with my friends and doing something, actually being able to say hell yeah I actually made a team but now it is gone....because of a ******** phone call...*sighs and throws the phone against the wall and watches it shatter into little tiny peices* ******** phones.....I am going to try out again next year and unless someone tells the new coach not to let me on I will most likely make it because I know everything I will need to...well this is enough to talk about for now I have talked too much....I just wish I could be with my baby and I wouldn't have to worry bout this s**t...*poofs*
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