Today, I died a litle more inside.
I got home around 3 form dereks and Just went Emo. I ws back in my hosue, the palce that caused me to almost kill myself. I loathed it with a passion. My mothr came home around 4 or such and She came home, she won a BRAND NEW MP3 Player. She'll never use it EVER. I swear my family LOVES rubbing s**t in my face, knowing that I'll never have it.
But After supper tonight, I didnt put my dishes away. Big Deal, Right? Well My Step-Father -hisses at calling him that- Freaks out and starts bitching, saying s**t about how he wants to kick my a** and beat me for frogetting to put them away. All awhile, my mothers just standing there, listening to him bitching so loud i bet our neighbors could hear. Then he goes back out into the bar, she comes (Yelling very loudly may I add) and tells me that I need to be more responsiable for myself and put my dishes away and s**t.
Today was the Day My Depression Came Back.... My Dimming Light, is now Shut Off.
I got home around 3 form dereks and Just went Emo. I ws back in my hosue, the palce that caused me to almost kill myself. I loathed it with a passion. My mothr came home around 4 or such and She came home, she won a BRAND NEW MP3 Player. She'll never use it EVER. I swear my family LOVES rubbing s**t in my face, knowing that I'll never have it.
But After supper tonight, I didnt put my dishes away. Big Deal, Right? Well My Step-Father -hisses at calling him that- Freaks out and starts bitching, saying s**t about how he wants to kick my a** and beat me for frogetting to put them away. All awhile, my mothers just standing there, listening to him bitching so loud i bet our neighbors could hear. Then he goes back out into the bar, she comes (Yelling very loudly may I add) and tells me that I need to be more responsiable for myself and put my dishes away and s**t.
Today was the Day My Depression Came Back.... My Dimming Light, is now Shut Off.
