Mkayy So
Yeah this is my Now Rant Journal. So im gunna bish and bish until I cant bish no more.
I hate how i always get used for things, tis sucking a**l seepage waste. I mean, i get used for sex and I get used for my company and hell people even use me for my s**t. Im sick of it.
My mother pisses me off, you know that I live in a bar if you knwo me mucho bein. Well my mother comes home drunk 5/7 nights at least (maybe more maybe fewer) Shes confessed to me before she does weed. I ******** ahte it, im moving out ASAP. Hell, Id ******** kill myself to get away from her. I ahte being around her that much..... But I cant die, for two reasons... 1) The hope of me being free one day. 2) Him.....
He knows who he is. He knows that i love him. Yet we cant be together because of a stupid number, so for right now, we're just friends. I dont think I ever felt this strongly over someone before.... Its weird. I made him a promise, that i wouldnt ever abandon him, taht the only thing that could cause me to leave him would be Death Itself. I always keep my promises.
Ha Listen to me, The Anime Aku, ranting on and on. It feels good. I should do this more often. At least that way its not bottled up inside of me, growing more darkness and hate.
I talked to Officer B the other day. He said that he'll keep working on my case. HA i know now why theres been so many cops in town, its because of me. Officer B (That good ol Guy) Told the Sibely County Police to keep an eye on my house. HA, great, i got the Police on my Side now. I Do got Power, but im not going to be currupted by the power. I just need its help to gain my freedom.
My Childhood was lost because of what happened to me. I went through divorce, abbuss, and hell, i even got raped when i was 11. So I was forced to grow up, to take care of myself. Even though at times my mother thought of me taking care of myself as me ******** myself over at times. I didnt form into the person I am today because of her. I formed into me because of my being forced to grow up. Ive been mistaken plenty of times as an 18 year old or a 19 year old. Hell people over the phone confuse me to be a 26 year old at times. Its weird.
Yeah im weird, I know i am. BIG w00p. I lvoe being random and I love doing what I do best. I still ahvent figured that out quit yet but hell, ill be sure to update you. I mean, hell, i got freaking purple hair, You think if I cared at all about what people think of me, I wouldnt dye my hair that color! But w/e. The worlds an a**, so Ill just be the toilet paper that wipes it up.
But cha, Im sleepy
Im sick
So
Im Outta Here
>D
<3
Yeah this is my Now Rant Journal. So im gunna bish and bish until I cant bish no more.
I hate how i always get used for things, tis sucking a**l seepage waste. I mean, i get used for sex and I get used for my company and hell people even use me for my s**t. Im sick of it.
My mother pisses me off, you know that I live in a bar if you knwo me mucho bein. Well my mother comes home drunk 5/7 nights at least (maybe more maybe fewer) Shes confessed to me before she does weed. I ******** ahte it, im moving out ASAP. Hell, Id ******** kill myself to get away from her. I ahte being around her that much..... But I cant die, for two reasons... 1) The hope of me being free one day. 2) Him.....
He knows who he is. He knows that i love him. Yet we cant be together because of a stupid number, so for right now, we're just friends. I dont think I ever felt this strongly over someone before.... Its weird. I made him a promise, that i wouldnt ever abandon him, taht the only thing that could cause me to leave him would be Death Itself. I always keep my promises.
Ha Listen to me, The Anime Aku, ranting on and on. It feels good. I should do this more often. At least that way its not bottled up inside of me, growing more darkness and hate.
I talked to Officer B the other day. He said that he'll keep working on my case. HA i know now why theres been so many cops in town, its because of me. Officer B (That good ol Guy) Told the Sibely County Police to keep an eye on my house. HA, great, i got the Police on my Side now. I Do got Power, but im not going to be currupted by the power. I just need its help to gain my freedom.
My Childhood was lost because of what happened to me. I went through divorce, abbuss, and hell, i even got raped when i was 11. So I was forced to grow up, to take care of myself. Even though at times my mother thought of me taking care of myself as me ******** myself over at times. I didnt form into the person I am today because of her. I formed into me because of my being forced to grow up. Ive been mistaken plenty of times as an 18 year old or a 19 year old. Hell people over the phone confuse me to be a 26 year old at times. Its weird.
Yeah im weird, I know i am. BIG w00p. I lvoe being random and I love doing what I do best. I still ahvent figured that out quit yet but hell, ill be sure to update you. I mean, hell, i got freaking purple hair, You think if I cared at all about what people think of me, I wouldnt dye my hair that color! But w/e. The worlds an a**, so Ill just be the toilet paper that wipes it up.
But cha, Im sleepy
Im sick
So
Im Outta Here
>D
<3
