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... Yesh... depression... its a fun thing to use to toy with other people when your depressed... the main three people who actually like to talk to me is Brooke, Eric, and Kelsey... three funny ********... as usual im depressed but this time i dont care to show it... im really ******** tense and i cant stop moving around with an irritating look on my face... i feel like killing myself... and then its scicence... im just totally pissed and dont care what happens.. kicking anything out of my way... glancing around like im about to shoot someone... then brooke decides to ask me whats wrong... i told her its not like shes gonna care... she understood... kelsey asked as well... same answer.... she wouldnt stop bugging me though cause she wanted to know... so i finally made this huge long sentence that made no sense at all while my whole body is twitching... eric is watching... and all three of them finally decide to let me be.... but the funny thing is they looked kinda worried.... that or scared.... im not sure if they were worried if i was gonna kill myself or someone else.... heheheh... Depression scares others more than the one who is depressed...