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my mother ******** msn messenger won't work it's almost 11 and i've been trying since 8 to get in. i was so pissed off that i've been punching walls and s**t and smashing my head off of things i'm stupid eh well guess what ur right i'm a ******** retard
you know all i wanted to do was sign into msn and maybe just maybe talk to my bf b4 his first day at his new job and wish him a good luck and all that stuff. but no obviously that was too much to ask. well i'll try again tomorrow morning and if that doesn't work then idk what i'm gonna do. i'm already pissed off enough as it is and now i got some ******** harrassing me and my dad is gonna be home any minute now and he's gonna see that i've been crying and he's gonna make fun off me and i'll flip out on him and he'll beat the hell outta me and ontop of all that i just got my period
so yeah i'd say so far this is a super day wouldn't u agree
maybe if i hit my head against the wall hard enough i'll crack my head open
so yeah that's all i got to complain about c ya later maybe...

...::.::.:: Becca ::.::.::...