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I was talking to my friend Sonya from 8 till about 1:30 then she went offline. So i was sitting here talking to no one then at about 1:50 my best friend for 10 years came online and i said hi to her and she said "don't ******** talk to me b***h" so yeah. thats my last friend here gone...
so now i sit here alone talking to no one listening to the same songs over and over again waiting for Neil to come on...
yup fun as hell..
i was in an alright mood...but now i'm depressed again...
At least i didn't cry yet today..almost did tho. I cried 3 times yesterday thats a new record.
I almost hurt myself too but i didn't cuz i know that Neil wouldn't want me too.

but yeah thats all i gotta say i guess...

xX~*.:Becca:.*~Xx

Love ya Neil heart