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crying I think everyone hates me. Well you never know you. It's just that I don't know doing the right things always hurt me. Damn! Why was I born with such an honest mind?! Man, geez I dunno partly one third of my old classmates hate me. But that's a HUGE I THINK. I mean, Lyn doesn't add me nor bother to talk to me. Geez. Faye didn't talk about that to me. Suddenly she calls her gurl in a testimonial! Hey I have never been called gurl by her!! but then I was called best friend and stuff. and damn it Lyn has such a cute profile!! Anyway, I think something's wrong with me, I was excited to go shopping? What the hell was that about? Maybe because we were going to buy oil paint and cloth. I actually hated the grocery part it made me so bored and tired. What's the point with getting jealous? Well for one reason I still think or know that Jay still likes Lyn. (if that is true THANK GOD) Jay is trying to hit on her take note of the trying. aNyway I don't know which school Marika had gone. i don't know for some reason I feel all empty suddenly and I think I'm jealous but...arrgh!! DAMN!! stupid honest brain, if I could just... crying