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Fitness Exercise Wellness Day?!!
gonk it's fitness wellness day today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah!! I was thinking about not going but then I was already you know...uhhh...ready? Anyway I didn't know how to play badminton but knowing how to play tennis helped a lot. In the middle of playing it started to rain. Stupid rain!! Did it just happen because, well I dunno, I'm having a bad day? Anyway, when it was Science period, we had a quiz, awfully hard. I think "Jollibee" no sensei is a TOTAL SADIST. Make an easier question? Well it was easy but you had to follow that sf thing, I got it correctly but I didn't put it into scientific notation!! *********!!! geez, I wonder if Sir accepts 400,000,000,000 as an answer for 4 x 10 raised to 8 anyway, it was generally a fun day except for Filipino, I made sure Firipinjin no sensei knows that I'm not sleepy, geez. Well, another thing going on in my head is... DOSHITE?!?!?!?!?!!? Why am I so angry at lunch? Is it because I didn't want to practice or was it just I dunno being tagged along then being left out. I sometimes don't show it. IN my old school I am what you call "MANHID" I have only, officially cried two times since I ever had consciousness of being in the world. That counts out crying when I was a baby. I found out that Lex was so.... how should I say... sensitive. I mean not in a bad way, it's normal to cry when you get punched right? It's just that well, I never cried when I get punched. I guess I missed out on that part of my life. Here's a story. In the sixth grade the boy in class couldn't hurt me with DRY handkerchiefs. They first make their hankerchiefs triangle like then curl it like how you curl your boy scout or girl scout scarfs than they hit you. I mean, yeah they hurt A BIT. Since the day I refused to have crushes, I have lost sense of feeling. And since I almost beat every boy who has challenged me to an arm wrestling match pirate I became "a challenge". Well like I said, they couldn't hurt me with the dry handkerchief so Kirei soaked his handkerchief and slapped it on me. I said it didn't hurt for the first time, then he did it again and again. It hurt a lot. I couldn't cry even if I wanted to...I just couldn't. I grabbed the handkerchief when it was about to hit me, threw it to the ground and stepped on it like it was a rag. I still remember the things I said that made him speechless, "TEME!!(by that time I had that kind of expression which I thought meant stop in Japanese, I watched to much.) JUST BECAUSE IT DOESN'T HURT, DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO DO IT AGAIN AND AGAIN ******* b*****d!! WHAT DID I DO TO YOU?! YOU WANT SOMETHING THAT HURTS?? I'LL PUNCH YOUR FACE AND MAKE YOUR NOSE BLEED, BUT DO I? THAT'S COZ I HAVE A CONSCIENCE, GET OUT OF MY WAY!! BAKA NO SARU!!!" Back then when there were boys, I was really tough, hard to annoy, and cold when I was angry. I pushed aside all the others that were watching, my crush was blocking the way, so I pushed him aside without considering anything, I was too angry. I sat on my desk and began to draw. Kirei talked to me, "E bakit ka nagpapatama?" then I said, "Trying to spare you the humiliation of getting that thing slapped on your face." Then I kept silent and continued drawing. Anyone who talked to me was treated coldly, even Faye, Iris, and Reiya couldn't get me in a good mood. From then on, if you call me and I didn't talk to you, I am angry at you. And when people touch me when I'm angry I shrugg them off and go away. I am used to keep everything bottled up inside...no one has ever known everything about me, that's impossible. Since then they said I had a heart of stone ... when I was angry. But now I'm happy coz I got a coco kitty for a tip!!! Nyanyanyanyanyanyanyanya!!!! hwohwohwohwohwohwo!!! ^_^ Well just wanted to put that down, I just kinda remembered it when I saw Lex cry. Not being able to cry... must be a disease. Anyway...I think I shared to much but I'm too lazy to erase so SAYONARA MINA-SAN!!!
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