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WHy do people who want to kill themselfs come ot me, Last night a friend who lives about 150 miles away and who has been in a mental instutio but escaped recently was on msn, noone know swhere she is, she was telling me how she has been seeing a guy who's talks ot her through people like me and he has been telling her its' her time and she must kill herself or she will be punished. She's tried to kill herself a few times, that was why she ws put in the instution, she escaped twice, once she went to america , i want once last chance to see her, i can't help but feel i could stop it if i could Just see her. i don't know if she's okay or not, She left msn after finishing what she had to do first she wouldn't tell me what it is but he told her she had to do it, last night she said she had 1 day 45 minutes left on her timer when i asked wht her timer was she said it was her life. she siad she hurts everybody and they don't care and want her dead, i Spent all evening trying to make her see sense and not to do anything but she's not right, she hasn't slept in weeks and is delusional. i Don't know if she is alive or dead, is it wrong that part of me wishes she is dead so she can rest? She suffers so much being in this world.

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She did it i have to be happy for her