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lack of support, transience, home conflicts.

i guess i should've focused more on what i WANT to talk about instead of just letting the deck tell me to talk about my actual home situation (which is never especially good. welp!)

but on the other side of the four of wands, there's happiness, joy, and homecoming--and for the love of Freaking god my dear maura abelard finally got that. he's finally getting to live with the person he loves most again. and this time it's purposeful, not just because he's trying desperately to become important to him, but because he is important to him and because maura is choosing to be with him on purpose. god. it's been a whole day now and i can't stop thinking about it

maura finally gets to live and be with leon. that's all he's ever really wanted, even after really internalizing that leon kind of sucks like as a person. but instead of hating him for it, he still just...wanted leon to be alive and with him and Good To Him. and he finally got it. he finally got it i'm still just floored by it all. leon wants maura to be close, too. they're finally each other's most precious person. they made it...!!!!

i don't know if i'll ever be able to get over this they're literally so important to me it's insane. i just want to think about their happy life together forever