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I look at my hands
My memories scare me away from myself
Am I a monster?
Born only to cause pain to others.
The loud taunting increases in volume
I shake with anger
I raise my hand a hit him
He stands there silent and touchs the spot he had been struck
He charges at me for a counterblow
I block him with my hands and push him to the floor
The fight ceases.
He walks upstairs with his co-horts.
I look at my hands.
Am I a monster?
Born only to cause pain to others.
Why am I the only one who is a monster?
Why?
Why can't I stop hurting people?
The people I love.
My friends.
My family.
They love move so much.
But I continue hurting them.
I can't control myself at times.
I wish that they didn't have to hurt anymore.
Because of this monster.
Because of me.

They wouldn't hurt........

If I was gone........

They would stop hurting..............

Without

Me.