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Music: Aerosmith - Dream On
Mood: Bored out my mind
01:50
Can't sleep, not even tired.
I feel like s**t.
Why do I regret things sometimes so much it depresses me?
Today was pretty good, went to see a film with Demonic~Glint.
We found our waterfall first and drank lots of coke and got Kerrang!
I'm gonna start keeping a diary I think, this thing is just something I can put my thoughts into.
I diary would be good, get alot of things off my chest, though I have doubts wether it would be safe to keep something like that, not for my sake, but for others...
We'll see I suppose.
Wow, this is fun!
Luke came online after I texted him, so we chatted for a while.
From what I gather he had a good time in Mexico but he didnt see any Mexican Hobo's with guitars.
Spent most of this week listening to Aerosmith, MSN and learning some new tunes on my Strat. (According to Luke its a piece of s**t, but I beg to differ)
Sarah, Nik and me have plans to start up a band, how will I cope with the preasure I wonder, im not good playing music infront of people. I'm alright presenting talks, but music? Nu huh!
Almost 2am now.
Parents asleep.
House quiet.
Aerosmith im my ears! ><
I've been going through a bit on an Aerosmith phase at the moment.
There songs are so full of emotion, its great.
I love this song at the moment. (Angel)
Fantasic song.
*Sings along for a while*
I wonder where everyone will be when we leave school.
Not just how people are and what Uni's they're going to, but who's friends with who.
I can't imagine being away from the friends I have at the moment, that thought really does scare me, they mean too much to me.
Wow, never knew I could write so much in this, I feel a little better actually, just talking with no-one to judge you and question what you do, especially since I know this will probably never get read.
This whole Nikola, Rena and Luke thing is affecting me aswell.
I hate seeing Nik like this, it really hurts me...
God I hope no-one does read this! : D
I officially have no money left to my name, except the £500 in premiem bonds, which I can't touch cause its for Uni.
Well, when I say I have no money left, I have...
*counts coins*
...£7.95
Not too bad I suppose, considering that a family in Africa live off half of that a month!
Me and Nik discussed things to do in our gap year.
Going to South America in the dancing season was one of them.
That would be ace.
02:08
I wonder how everyone i've ever known is getting on.
I miss some people from Perth, but those wern't very happy days.
Being able to fight well was a godsend there...
But anyway, thats a completely differant story, moving on.
Spoke to Benderson (Chris Henderson, I dunno why I call him Benderson...nickname I suppose) today, he's a great guy, really funny.
He spent the entire camp trying to rape Cam in the middle of the night.
I remember him saying "All I could hear before I fell asleep was Chris going "I'm on the move...""
Classic
Lots of good memories there.
Just remembered Fox is leaving.
That really sucks...
We've had a few fallouts but we're pretty close, i'm really gonna miss him...
I remember the first day he encountered tarter sauce at our school!
DON'T ASK!
Funny as anything!
Funnily enough I'm looking forward to going back to school.
Some good stuff goes on there.
Finally im in the same class as Cam for something!!!
Jes', the school took its time.
Why am I rambling on about school?
God I am sad!
One of my front caps hurt, I forsee a trip to the dentist's chair soon.
Im his best customer!
: D
Does anyone know a good way to get a guild going?
Mines is going steadily downhill.
Everything starts okay for me but then usually crashes and burns.
Its like that in my relationships.
Emily:
1. 2 Months
2. 2 Dates
3. Dumped because "Too many people knew about us"
4. Found flirting with Jamie Stewart (Retard that got expelled from school)
5. Deny's us ever going out now
6. Currently going out with Callum Chisholm, ex-best mate and a right a*****e. Had him in a headlock at school once, wish I'd broken his neck there.
Ah well, enough of my disasterous love life, time to move on.
Lets see, what else shall we discuss now...
Oh, and if anyone's actually bothered to read down to here, please comment saying you have, its really appreciated! : D
Today was Scottish Tartan Day in Aberdeen, so Union Street was closed off and there were lots of dancers and bagpipes and tradition scottish market goods on sale.
It was quite good, though I didn't see much of it.
Why do I have such an old taste in music?
I like some new stuff, but I don't think it has the emotional passion as older stuff.
I HATE pop, its just noise! As is beats and metal!
I think Feeder are the only modern band I really like, but apart from that, mostly old songs in my iTunes library.
*Update*
Music: Jimi Hendrix - All Along the Watchtower
I miss Germany, I miss the ring.
Those were some of the most adrenaline filled moments of my life!
Nothing even comes close!
Slightly tired now...
02:27am
Nikola just finished writing our bands first song.
Success!
We'll probably start working on a tune now.
I'm gonna stop writing now.
If you've reached the bottom, your either incredibly bored, incredibly loyal or just too stupid to stop reading!
: D
Comment which one you are!
If you have read the whole thing, thanks!
Peace out!
 Devil~of~Doubt · Sat Aug 05, 2006 @ 10:32pm · 3 Comments |
