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So yeah, I have given up. On what you ask? Well, I have given up on finding a girlfriend. I mean lately it seems like every time I try to open up to a girl or anything like that she does the whole little tease thing. I'm tired of being used and abused like that it's bullshit. I would like to find someone but frankly it's just annoyying.

The other thing is that all the people on gaia... I do not think that I will be wanting to date you all. It's nothing personal but I want to be with someone who lives within my area. I really miss holding onto a person and looking into their eyes and knowing that they love me. That's the thing that I miss the most. So the entire thing of distance, I can't see how anyone could truely love a person unless they have physically been in close contact with the person.

I'm kind of sorry that I can't date you all because you are the coolest people I have met, and a lot of you are awsome people. However, the distance thing is what really kills it. Like I said in the last part it really kills it. Unlike all that people have messed with me for the last time and frankly a lot of girls need to figure out what in the hell they want and stop being iffy with me. However, me on the other hand I simply want what's best for me and my friends so I figure the best way is to just give up for now and stop trying. Sure there is the "when you get knocked down stand up" thing, but frankly I've had it with standing up and having people use and abuse me. So frankly I'm just going to close up shop and tell you all that untill further notice i'm going to be single for awhile since girls can't figure out what they want from me, so I can't figure out what girls want. If you want to comment, call me an a*****e... whatever... go ahead.
Later all,
J.T.