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Dickhead

Back at it with a gaia journal
Is is gaia or jaia? Lmao

I am feeling very ******** erratic today, actually neutral chaotic energy from my part today lads lmao
I decided i hyped myself up about it last night on our journeys I bought up how I was feeling and me and him as I type this are currently talking about it ,
I do have a bad feeling though as i waited to do it over WhatsApp because3 I just couldn't get the words out when we were face to face.

I never like it when it feels like I am about to get ripped apart for having an opinion my mans has been typing for a good 10 minutes now but I kinda figure he won't come at me like that lmao.




These night shifts are really taking it out of me though, i can't get any consistent sleep and its killing ym last 3 remaining braincells lmao I don't even know how to amend that.
I can't even go to sleep earlier either BECAUSE BODY CLOCKS DON'T WORK LIKE THAT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH