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Okay, new update, new day.
I am sorta annoyed at Chris right now I feel like there is stuff he's hiding from me at this point, however I am trying to just not be an irrational b***h.#
I have, after all, just got back on my med and I am getting the side affects now.

There's this girl called jess that lives in the next County over from me and him, he had a parking ticket from that county and that's the only person he knows concerning that county.

They work together at a dental practice as well and he always talks about her and for the first 3 months I was like giving him advice to give to her but now after that fact, seeing how he cares for her clearly I don't know if I am being paranoid or just selfish really.
I haven't really voiced how I feel towards this situation as of yet.. I don't even know If I even will.
Me and him don't really see each other since I have stared nights as well and honestly, that might be a factor.

Jess has started ******** my partners old best friend, with an 8 year age gap, embarrassing if you ask me and she's just complaining to my partner about it acting like a victim when Chris has told this girl everything to know about that man and she has still wilfully ignored it. wahmbulance

Empathy is turning to apathy at this point tbh. #


ANYWAYS ITS 11:13PM 17/04/2022 AND I HAVE JUST STARTED MY SHIFT
Viciously typing away at reception as i speak, looking like I am doing work However I am not at alll HAHA
tap tap tap click ******** I am venting on a game.