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The first thing I think people need to know is that I am not like anyone else on this planet. I am only thirteen and I crave for blood and killing. I have no heart because I feel no emotion at all, even if it seems like it. I am an emotionless shell that covers nothing more or nothing less than the very thing that, if unleashed, could…no, would kill and slaughter and destroy everything on earth. People, especially my family and friends, just can’t seem to grasp that fact about me. They would have no idea anyway.
No one has ever paid attention to me. No one. When I have something to say the adults in the group always shut me out. They think of me as a kid, just like they would someone else my age. But I am not a kid, and I refuse to be treated like one. To be treated like a lesser being is insulting and disrespectful, but my father does not seem to realize that. I am smarter than ninety-nine percent of the adults I meet or see on a regular basis. Adults can Bite Me!!
When I go back to school, I am going to wear my true identity with pride. I have never giving a s**t what people think of me. The world can either hate me or love me. Bottom line is: I don’t give a ********. I have never and will never. And here is another thing; if the world has a problem with me maybe it should look at itself in a mirror.
If someone asked me what I think about the world here is what I would say: The world can kiss my a**! This place we call home, is littered with battle scars with which I don’t really mind. About ninety-eight percent of the problems we have on Earth are caused by war. Here is a fun fact for you: Did you know that if you added up all the men and women lost in non-religious battle the number is far less than those killed in wars started from differences in religion? Well, if you did not then you just learned something new from me. What is the deal with religion anyway? The world is so screwed up!
I know I am preaching but my views are important and vital to those who will agree with me and follow them. The thing is I am a satanic; I worship Satan and everything he stands for. Like I said before, I crave for blood and killing. My mind is set on two things, kill as many people as possible and die young. So far, I have failed but I have a target in mind.
I have to go. See ya.