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21st of June I need a hug . . . x-x-x Mood: . . . yeah. I t'was crying. >o> I sort of realized how much I'm intimidated by people. For one, I'm hurt by them so much, so I feel as if I need to hide in solitary, and don't get involved in relationships. I know that I have to face my fears of people eventually, I'm fully aware of it. I'm wanting something I wish I always had: courage. With courage will come self-motivation/confidence, something else I've been yearning for. Now I see why I envy people so much, most of them consist of things I want, and that also makes me greedy in a way. Man, I wish that my communicational ways will advance soon. That's probably also the reason why I'm on the computer a lot. It gives me a comfort to rely on after some tragedy from work, school, anywhere. Thinking about this everytime makes me feel worse, since I know it's the truth overall. If any advice at all to help with my problem would be greatly appreciated. I can't keep coping inside my room forever. I would love to experience new things with people and the outside. x-x-x t.b.c.

Posted by: Chii Ivori Thu Jun 22, 2006 @ 01:12am

Hugs...57 Glomps...29 Kisses...20

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Commented on: Sat Jul 22, 2006 @ 10:55pm


	Allie is intimidated by people? That would explain why your so harsh to outsiders (a.k.a. me at one point in time). hugs Its ok allie. What you have to do is try walking up to a person who looks cool and talk to them... or you could start here on gaia. Pm someone and ask them if they want to chat. You envy people!!?? OMG!! Ok maybe I'm still an outsider.. Did you envy me??

Commented on: Tue Oct 03, 2006 @ 12:44am


	crying Allie.... I feel soooo bad... i mean i could have helped in middle school, I i think it may help if you just join something and talk.. i know it's easier said than done, but you know, just breathe, if you fail just try again... somebody's bound to talk to a weirdo like you (* i mean sheesh i did) lol huggs and kisses love you bay beh~

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