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heart ache..i just wanted to tell you guys that im sorry in advanced if i act depressy to you or anything,its no ones fault but my own..i just have a habit of falling for people that dont like me back,and its my own fault for feeling that way towards them.i hold nothing against the people that turn me down,or who i dated but turned me down..im actually good friends with one of my ex's still.i just needed to say something,to get this off my chest..and if the person im talking about reads this,im sorry,i need to vent this off somehow,for my heart feels like its going to crack,and its NOT your fault! thats all im saying,i DONT want you to apologize for MY stupid mistakes! all i can say is that i love you,and i cant stop loving you.if you could just bear with me and my annoying self,then id just..have to love you some more,now wouldnt i? i appreciate your kindness and patience with me,i really do...and i know we just met,sorta,but i just felt that "click" you feel when you really like somone..you know what i mean? well,if you dont,i can understand that too..im sorry guys,i probably just wasted a bunch of your time sweatdrop and i guess the music i listen to doesnt help much either... *runs off to listen to something happy,like techno or something*