I wonder...
Do you watch my streams? Watching only for a few minutes before breaking away because you can't stand my sight or missing running your fingers through my hair?
Do you hear the voices that I talk with? Does it make you jealous that you're no longer there with me or are you happy, thinking that I finally moved on?
Do you ever run into someone who reminds you of me? Does your heart race, your pace quicken as you try to make sure it's me or not? Do you try and convince yourself it's impossible and shrug any notion of me being there?
Do you remember the best moments we had together? Or do you dwell on the horrible things that I did?
Do you remember the promises we both made together and the future we wanted to have with one another? How we decorated the night skies with our wonderful ideas... Or do you remember only the lies I spoke?
Does your bed have more space since I left... Or is there an empty spot you can't fill anymore?
Do you run around with excitement only to be sadden there's no one to share that spark with anymore?
Does your mind ever cross back to me and a smile form that you quickly hide away? Or does it remain in cold and callous pain?
Do you ever wonder how I'm doing? Or do you just not give a ******** anymore?
Have your smiles grown huge and wide with me gone? Or do they miss a shine they once had?
Do you still write our stories with my characters and yours together? Or have you entirely removed them and wrote new characters?
Do you remember the moments that I was your everything? Or are you content trying to forget each moment?
Are you over me completely? Or... Are you lying just as much as I am?
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Always thinking of the possibility of you and me...