today is half good half bad.
i finaly have my daugters back and yuki is still with me now...bailey keeps calling her mommy even tho shes not yet.my sister ritz wants to die and want her to live beacuse she helps me....i love my sis but she hates me now .my brother sdoesnt blive in wat i bielive in and whont let me belive in it.i still rpg but my ex wife left gaia yes i am sad i lost a friend beacuse of my mouth.my mom whont leave me alone at tmes.and i havnt heard from any one in a week not that im complaing.ive lost hope for this world and can only start to build the secound and study and work and free the sleeping.you must think im insane im not....as i wirte this i talk to my friends and im argureing and debateing and wirte and everything....my brother says i cant carry the world on my shoulder....i dont want to....i want to free it from the dark.we never exited the dark ages....we never did...and all you do is sit there....and wait...wait for the darkness to ethier go away or take over...if you want out you must fight (*hands you sword* so you going to fight? please comment
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