wednesday 12-1-2004
its only 11 days till my bday but there are dark clouds on the horizon for me though its on a personal level that thies bad things are happening and I dont want to share what it is till its resolved, but I will let you know that last night it was so bad I cried myself to sleep. *sigh* part of the rollercoaster of life this happens to be a valley where all the bad things happen. all I have to do is hold on till I get back to the top. I may not be happy about it but I know god is in control I'm just thankful he knows what he's doing xd . thats all for now more at a later time and date as I dont realy feel up to updateing this till I deal with it. *prays for a happy ending*
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