I want to say things
Say I want you back
In my Life
Apparently we're still friends
Right?
But we can't
All I can do is wait
Wait for the pain to stop
Wait for you to talk
Or take action
I want to tell you
I don't think I'll move on
I don't think I'll find another one
That I couldn't love someone new
Because the pain says
I still Love you
6/20/12
View User's Journal
Chaotic Feelings...
The place where I talk to my thoughts and write seemingly useful things....
Community Member
My world has been filled with darkness
I wander around desperately in search of illumination
Searching for the light that once mad my world bright
Seeking out that loving, passionate sensation
I can feel that its still close by but running away
I gain on its tail, but I feel it repel
My heart bursting when I feel it go away
I can feel my soul entering the gates of Hell
A heart once occupied the vessel of a loving pup
Then it was incinerated, turned completely to ash
Now, with a charred heart there is emptiness
It feels as if a star and my heart had a clash
Now a new entity will take its place
Unless the original heart can be restored
A new heart of darkness, one that pity's the world
And plans to end it with the eyes of the wolf's sinister glore
And there is only one who can stop it
Somebody who I thought would never quit
Whos love I thought would never end
Somebody I used to call an awesome friend
Its all up to you, I wish there was another way
After much meditation, this is all I have left to say;
Even though you've broken me, I still feel your love
And a faint light from the Goddess, shining above.