my inner most self, shown to anyone who cares to read it. I can't say why I'm making these public but since they are, have a feast with it.
Oddities
Good afternoon my fellow comrades. So has anyone ever thought that the "feast your eyes" quote is actually demented. I would never like to eat my eyeballs but maybe some people think different? I realize I have been using a lot of macabre humor lately and it is quite strange (if you couldn't tell by now I love the word strange). For example, the other day I told someone to have a safe lunch and then laughed and said it would be ironic if I got in a life altering car accident when I drove home for lunch. I have been saying things like that and such but, I don't know, I feel it is bad. I also find it strange that knowing other people and having friends makes me feel more alone than if I didn't have any friends. For example, when I moved to this new city that I now reside in. I had no friends at that school and was lonely but in a content way, besides I had my loving Eric to comfort me when I came home heart (gaaah! screwy spacing scream) So once I started getting used to the school and recognizing people and talking to classmates, I felt more alone and depressed. I think sometimes that I am thinking too much ^^; I have done a lot more art and it's pretty awesome. Eric has inspired me to become what I never thought I could be, he brings the beauty out in me and I just completely love it. I have been having some odd dreams also but I won't go to much into those. Let's see....hmm well I think that's all I want to talk about right now whee I may write a poem soon who knows~ until then...CHOWZ!