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Thoughts of a Black Sheep of Jesus Yup, I'm going to make my journal based on my walk as a Christian :3


[.ChibiElenoa.]
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I've been feeling extremely emo and lonely these days.
I feel so apathetic too. It seems like all the dreams that have seen so possible at one point became too surreal to even dream about.
I think I've dreamed so much now it hurts to dream, because too many dreams have been broken.
I'm too afraid to hope for any happiness...

Heavenly Father, please hear my cry of pain.

When all seems hopeless, I rely on you

And you only.

Please show me the heart of kindness, so I can let go of the bitterness

And forgive myself.

Please keep no records of my sins

Though I sin everyday

Have mercy on this lost sheep, Father

She's too lost to know what's good for her.

Please let this sheep know what it's like to be alive again

Alive in your grace.

In God's name I pray

Amen.





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darkfaux
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comment Commented on: Tue Apr 04, 2006 @ 02:29am
gonk welcome to the club. its a b***h. im so sorry. from my experience only God can save u. he saved me. i was going to commit suicide if it wasnt for him. il pray for u. *hugs*


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