Well...today I thought of vengence again.
This is one of the reasons I don't like playing my Chinese Harp. It feels like whenever I sit down and do something mind-calming, vengence whispers in my ear again.
He wronged you, he shouldn't have done that, avenge yourself.
She was such a terrible person, you'll be doing the world a favor to get rid of her. Embarrass her, make her cry the way she made you cry.
You're too good for any of them. Be better than them. Be better so you can one day rub it in their faces. Tell them what they've done wrong. Hurt them. Make them realize how painful it is.
Vengence is sweet. O, so sweet. It won't matter how long you'll need to carry it out. Just do it so you can feel better.
I feel so angry whenever I think of those things. And I can't help me. I keep having these thoughts. There was no more love in me.
Again I realize how broken I am. Those deadly whispers.
Please pray for me.
[.ChibiElenoa.] Community Member 
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