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I am not the kind of person who angers easily, in fact, it is usually pretty difficult to make me angry because I just don't really see the point in anger, but at the same time I'm not the kind of person that's able to express other things that well(except through typing/writing). All of this means that when I was able to be a significant and useful part in a debate, I was pretty damn happy, but, here comes the sucky part, when I went to tell my best friend(you know that person who's supposed to be supportive) she kind of...let's say crushed my excitement just because she was in a bad mood about God know's what! Obviously, my happy mood was seriously deflated, and since I'm not the type of person who expresses annoyance and, in this case, anger, I just sort of froze her out. As any good psychiatrist can tell you, bottling up your emotions like that is not an entierely good thing, so when I got home in order not to lash out at my pets or my family or one of my other friends, I decided to lash out at a wall. I tell you what, though, my hand may feel like crap and my wall may have a slight sweatdrop dent in it, but I actually feel better, and 2marrow I am going to go talk to my friend. It's not good to let stressful things build in a relationship, but at least now I won't have the urge to lash out. Honestly, though, it made me so mad! Just because you're in a bad mood does not mean you have the right to bring everyone else down! What gives you the freaking audacity to do something like that! Did God suddenly lit you with a lightning bolt and say poof! you're now supreme overlord, go have fun with it. NO! So if you're not even going to try to make an effort at friendliness or fake enthusiasm than go somewhere else because I've dealt with your crap long enough and you could at least spare a second of your time to deal with mine!

There ya go people; that's my speel for today.