Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

It's pretty warm here today, it St. Stephen, New Brunswick, Canada - which is odd, considering it's almost December. Almost Christmas.. I can't believe it. It seems like it was just a year ago that Zeenia and Madea still lived here (actually it's been three and a half..*cries).. months since they visited (actually. it's been a year and a half.) .. a month I graduated since middle school (it's really been eight months).. only a week since summer(nope. It's been like twelve.) .. and only days since I was at Bully Blocker camp on Deer Island (it's been TWO months - ALREADY!).

Time goes by fast. And I wish it didn't. Time has a way of rushing by when you're trying just to catch up - and slowing to a crawl when you're down on your knees. Maybe for a reason.

I gotta say.. I DON'T want to graduate in just three years.. unlike most of my friends. It's not that I'm worried about university, or even making new friends - it's that I don't want to leave the ones I've already made behind. And it's not just ME graduating that I don't like.. it's my friends in grade 12 who are graduating this year that I'm going to miss.

And I wonder if I'll be able to see Zeenia sometime soon.. *thinks* I hope so.. that would be a really awesome christmas present..

Anyways.. I'm gunna go. I'm just wasting time... ^.^' I can gaurantee that ALL my journals will be so.. blegh. This is just a rant - about time. heh. See ya later folks..

<b>||/Methrinn||</b>
a.k.a -- Shawn

<i>P.S - My profle won't update at the moment. I'm actually almost 15 (on February 2nd, 2005) and I'm NOT in grade eight.. I'm actually in grade nine - my sophomore year...eek.</i>