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I chew at my lip.
In my thoughts of thinking of you.
I watch movies to take my mind away from the world.
And it always finds you.
You fill my heart with happiness.
And my eyes full of tears.
I smile as if nothing was wrong,
And there might be
There might not.

A cold sigh passes my lips
I cry out to you,
but it falls on deaf ears.
You show up and smile
But is that smile real?
Or is like mine?
Plaster
Fake
Broken?

We smile together
I broken mask falling to the floor.
Who's will fall first??
Maybe yours
Maybe mine.
Will they fall at all
or shall the broken pieces hide what needs to be hidden?

Time will tell,
But time isn't time to be wasted
The clock ticks
Its almost done
Tick
Another second goes by.
I speak your name
Tock
My lip is bleeding from the chewing
Tick
My first piece falls
Tock
Your broken mask stays
Tick Tick Tick


Did I ever know you?
Why should I worry?
I love you.
Are you sure?
Yes
Are you?
...No...
No, not at all


Goodbye?
No, see you later
No. Goodbye