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my journal LE ROAR!! FEAR ME!!! HATE ME!!! SAVE ME!!!! ....take the time to love me?


zynu
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Have you ever.....
Have you ever really liked someone that you end up thinking its Love?
Did you end up telling the person and she/he went straight/gay?
Have you ever asked questions or said something that you wish you could take back the momment you asked?

Well, that's what happened to me. I really like this girl (some of you may know her) and after I tell her I like her she goes straight (she use to be bi)
I've been having this reacuring day-dream (What its about is unimportant to the note) and no matter how much I tried to change the dream into something I would have liked she didn't change. So, I asked her today "Are you Pro or against gay marriage?" And what she said next told me everything "If i answer this will we still be as tight as we are now?"
Yes, we're close friends. Best friends I guess. So, she's against my (future ~if~) marriage. My sisters marriage and every other homo's marriage out there. Yet all of her friends that I know just happen to be bi, gay, or lesbian. And I think ALL of the straight friends completely support gays.
So, does this make her a hypocrit?
So, to the point of my rant.... since the begining of the month my feelings towards her has started to become slightly sinister. Yet I still have that "Warm-fuzzy" feelings for her.
The feeling is almost disapointment.
No, not almost...... it is....

Gawd being a teenager sucks!




 
 
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