I feel like total crap. I have a massive choise to make and it must be done in 3 days. It's about me and my girl friend, I knew I shouldn't have gotten into a relationship in the first place! But now that I'm in one I can't seem to just quite, it's almost addicting. I have really good reason to break up with her, I believe. I think she may be cheating on me... I know I should break up with her, but I still think she may like me, and I know I still like her. But I also can't stand the thought of breaking up with her. When I'm away from her it hurts a little, and I can't imagine what it will feel like if I break up with her... I'm so confused. It' feels like someone is walking inside me with a knife and just hacking up my insides, and it really is starting to hurt. WHY DIDN'T I JUST STAY EMOTIONALLY DETACHED FROM EVERYTHING?!