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Standing in the cold water, moon bluring my vistion.
I hold a handful of wet sand.
I ponder on the reason i fail to grasp this simole beauty
with a tighter grip.
The sweetly blackned sky looks down apon me.
Brightly lit golden moon smiles at me.
The wind rushes by to wisper in my ear and gently hug
my pail face.
I slowly close my eyes and listen to the soothing sounds
of the horrid world around me.
All so much pain and anger in this world.
And yet this place here, it's so peaceful.
The sounds of this world are like a hard core music.
Loud rithemed and deeply worded.
It seems to be the only sound.
No the only music i can fall asleep to.
And it plays over and over through out my day.
It's the only song i will never grow tirde of.
It's funny to think i'm the singer of this song.
The singer with a sweet voice.
The one that sooths the ones i care for.
I love the music.
The one called life.
All alone
To be honest I don't know why I'm alive, or even why I spend all my time on this stupid computer. I wish I could see my bf again but I know that will never happen. I wish I could hug and kiss him again but the parents have assured us we will never. I miss hearing his voice, seeing his face, feeling his sweet tender embrace. I wish there was some thing I could do. Some thing other then siting here at the computer waiting to see the smiley face that indicates he's on line. I'm tired of keeping my phone close at hand jumping for joy at the slightest ring. I hate being so far way from him. I miss him like hell, and it's killing me. Hun if you're reading this, I love you heart

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commentCommented on: Wed Jun 30, 2010 @ 06:00pm
And that, fellow gaian, is what will make your re-encounter even more joyfull and the bond between you two stronger. 3nodding

I wish you both well. biggrin

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