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Well, this is the second chapter of my story, it doesn't have a name yet, so if anyone would like to put a name according how the story goes, you are free to pm and say it, so on with the story

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I just return from school, taking the bus and walking just a bit, and the guy who watches my house is at the front door, he just opens the door to me without saying nothing, and I enter
The first thing that I hear when I enter home is my mom and dad talking with their cellphones, working on the computer and totally ignoring me
I just start to my room, when my mother calls me from her room
"Hey Line, I just found a photo you say you lost a long time ago in the trash, so I put it in your bed, I hope it was the right one, oh, and me and your dad are not going to be here for dinner, so please make yourself eat something"
Mom just starts to talk again on the cellphone, while I don't pay her attention and go to my room, which is in the first floor, at the end of the corridor, my door is with a lot of signs that say somethings like "Enter by your own risk"
I just open the door with the key I always have with me, and when I'm in I locked the door, and look at my room again, like a routine
While other girls room is filled with posters of fampous people and with their walls painted pink and girls stuff, my room looks like a room of a boy
My walls color are deep purple, my bed it's the same color and I have only posters of some drawings I used to draw, eveything else it's just a mess, there are CD's in the floor, the table where my Laptop rest is filled with some dark color painting, and my Ipod rests in my bed, my clothes are out of place and my closet is worst
I just put my backpack in the ground and lay myself in the bed, and that's when I feel there's something out of place, and that's when I see that picture
I just see it, and I start to feel sick, I want to break it, burn it, and a lot of more things, but a little part of me doesn't want to, so I just throw it to one part of my room, and then I start to feel that again
I feel my heart to little torn into pieces, my head starts to hurt and I feel some tears falling from my eyes
I quickly stop the tears for falling more and I pick my Ipod, put the earphones and start looking for a song
That's when a pebble is thrown to my window
I get up from bed, and I start to prepare my voice to shout, but when I look at the window, I just see him, the same guy of the school that makes my heart beat like crazy, standing in the window in front of my house, he is my neighbor
I remeber they call him one time Roy, but I know it's not his real name, and later I see that he has a great smile on his face
But it doesn't make me smile
He writes something quickly in a book, and show it to me, it's says "You get out earlier from school, what's wrong?"
I just want to close the curtian, but I want that him knows I'm not interested in him, so I just pick a random paper and a pen from the floor and write "I just wanted to, what do you want?"
I put it so he can see what I write, with one of my mean looks, but he just smiles more and writes another thing, "Nothing, just curiousity, wanna hang out in my house?"
That's it, not going to continue this type of conversation
"No, leave me alone"
Later that I writed and show it to him, I close the curtian and go to my bed again, put my earphones and start to listening to a very loud music
"Why is he so much interested on me?", I think for a moment, and later, I just trashed that thought and close my eyes, trying to sleep with that loud music
I just don't care what he tries to drag my attention