This is a little story I will write, I hope you like it, and tell me what can I change next time
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It´s always the same when I see him
I can feel how my heart starts to beat like crazy, how my cheeks start to blush and my whole body starts to shake.
And that's something I really hate about myself.
I never, EVER, want to love again since the accident, my heart is more cold than a vampire itself.
I can´t considerate myself as the most popular girl in the school, but I'm sure the strangest one.
Maybe if I just end with my suffer, no one will ever remeber me, neither my parents.
I don't see my life with a purporse, it´s just a monotome life, it doesn't change now, it will not change in the future
I have no friends, and I only go to school because my parents doesn´t have time to spend with me because of the work
Sometimes I feel how the other girls start to laugh at me at my back, but when I look at them with a mean face, I can see they really start to hate me and fear me
It doesn't matter, I really hate all people, and I don't care what they think about me
But I don't know why with him is different
When he aproches to me, I can see that he starts to smile, sometimes he waves me "Hi"
When we are at the cafeteria, he stands up when he sees me and tells me with his hands to go with him and sit next to him, but I don't pay he attention and I just sit in far away from him
I don't know what to do, each time he wants to be closer and closer with me
But that's something that I will not let happened ever again
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An angel´s journal
Here I will write stories, maybe some letters of music I like, how I feel and stuff like that
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