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Why?:

Why is it, that the world doesn't, make any sense...It never has made sense, not to anyone, yet people pretend, like it will all make sense in the end. Most people go their whole lives without any of it making sense. Why is it, that in order for someone to feel good, hurting must be involved in some odd way. Why are our minds so..sinister...(sigh) the human mind is a black place sometimes, actually a lot of the time its a black place. like your in a dark seemingly endless tunnel and your batteries in your flashlight die out. Or you fall into a swimming pool and you cant seem to get to the surface, you just keep sinking deeper and deeper. Why is it, that some people cant get out? People get stuck there, in the black places of their minds. Something there just, makes no sense, not to anyone not even to them. They cant find their way out of that tunnel, they give up on trying to get out. They are tired of trying, whatever got them there in the first place.....Why does it all have to be so hard? anything, everything really. Its all hard, nothing is easy. Especially getting out, I-I......Why did it have to happen like that. (look at the audience) Why cant they find their way out of that tunnel? Why cant they let me help when they cant find their way out? Why don't they want my help! Cant she see all I wanted to do was help her? Why cant I help? Why Couldn't I Have Helped Her!...
When you miss a minute, one measly minute, why is it that when you miss a minute...your whole world can come crashing down. Why didnt you tell me?...maybe I could have helped you, maybe I could have done my job and saved you. Maybe I could have helped make the pain go away, even for just a little while, Maybe I could have helped you to make the choice that wouldn't make you go away forever! Maybe I could have kept you from leaving me forever...