So you know if you get the same injury over and over again it kind of stops hurting?
Like smashing your fingers or something.
I 'unno.
My whole body feels like that.
I'm exhausted and sore...but I'm numb.
It's hard to explain.
I've lost a lot of heart for everything I was passionate about.
I can hardly get myself out of bed in the morning.
I've never had so many people by my side before,
but right now I couldn't feel lonelier.
It's horrible, I get gut wrenching knots in my stomache when I try to relax
and my ears are always ringing.
It's driving me mad.
My nightmares haven't been this bad since I was a kid.
I'll wake up sobbing and screaming after someone's woken me up.
The neighbors had called the police a few times.
I have to keep my windows closed.
And everyone at home with me just has to bear with my horrific cries.
I just feel awful.
Like smashing your fingers or something.
I 'unno.
My whole body feels like that.
I'm exhausted and sore...but I'm numb.
It's hard to explain.
I've lost a lot of heart for everything I was passionate about.
I can hardly get myself out of bed in the morning.
I've never had so many people by my side before,
but right now I couldn't feel lonelier.
It's horrible, I get gut wrenching knots in my stomache when I try to relax
and my ears are always ringing.
It's driving me mad.
My nightmares haven't been this bad since I was a kid.
I'll wake up sobbing and screaming after someone's woken me up.
The neighbors had called the police a few times.
I have to keep my windows closed.
And everyone at home with me just has to bear with my horrific cries.
I just feel awful.
