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Ahh..where do I begin? I've felt a disconnection between gaia and I for the past two weeks and I don't think it's going to end anytime soon. I'm not saying that I quit gaia because I still get on but it's pretty much a rarely seen type of thing. Avatar Talk is falling into the pit of shittyness, as more and more new commers enter each day, making it's once small, nice community too huge to manage, expecially with all the Tektek threads. Homework has actually started to pile up and after school, I'm too tired to do anything but watch Drama and Greg, followed by that 70's show. Ya know, it's been so long since I had such a good laugh and it all came out of me, every five minutes while watching a That 70's show marathon. Of course, it doesn't come close to south park but it's still all right. xD
My wanting to get online has been thinned out by my passion for our new tv channels. It seems when I get online, it just reminds me of how friendless I am and how much I have to do just to get afew sentences aday from anyone when my MSN or AIM pop on. School friends keep piling up for me but haven't found that one friend who wants to hang out with me or just..ya, Imma shut up now. I don't want pitty, just typing out all my problems seems to do a slight bit of good. I can't wait to go to phillydelphia. It's a service learning confrence, even though I'm not in service learning, I was highly recommended, so I'm going. How outta wack is that? I decided to grow my hair long, so I can put them in those awesomely cute, little side hair buns, as shown in my profile banner. -yay for old school!-
I'm also getting tired of the short hair = use of hair clips all the time because you can't put it in a bun and a pony tail sux. I'm also not much into low pigtails anymore. I just want to grow up, get the heck out of my secure and friendly home, just so I could get a good kick in the head of what the real worlds like but I know I'm not going to college because I can't even stop ranting on about how I don't want to correct my math homework in class before I can turn it in. I'm an A student but now that my teacher doesn't tell me when to turn in homework, when I've forgotten my name on my paper three times this month and can't do well at all on the ACT prep tests that I take, well I'm pretty much just in the garabage. So, I would just like to say bye bye to all my friends on the internet, for now that is and don't plain on seeing me very much, if at all. <3