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Ok ok, I unno what else to put. xD
Since it's been almost a month without an entry, I figured it was tiiime.

School has rocked hard on me, like soda fizzing out of it's shell too fast. It's got me down but I think today I'm abit more relaxed and feeling better. I had to quit working with my team on the new game we were making. The demands for making sprites was getting to me and I couldn't stand having to redo things over and over, because they weren't satisfactory enough. My friend Aurora got a new spriter, so I'm glad that I didn't let them down much. I hope she can please them better than I did. In other news, I'm falling behind in English. My one subject that I can do my best in and I'm close to failing. I suppose it's all these small projects that keep taking my mind off of that class. The teachers made it hard for me, too hard I should say but college is going to be much worse, making me feel less confident in making it when the time comes. I only have two years left and I'm no longer in High School. I sorta dred, yet, can't wait for that day. My skills in Acting lack majorly, mainly because of my voice and it's squeeky accent. Haha, I get called Squeeky Dog toy all the time, yet it's nothing for me to laugh at. I wish I could go far far away, never having to face the children of kansas that point n' laugh at me. New York here I come! Uh..err, well, here I "wish" to come. xD
Ok, not all of the children of Kansas, like my bestest bud ever---> Missy. x3
*sighs* I wish she would talk to me more often. I feel so lonely. ;-;
I know she's busy with her niece and sister living at her house but it's been months since I even got to see her and she's never there to answer my replies on MSN. Urg, if I ever do get to New York, I'm definatly going to treat myself to the best time ever, with a giant bag of candy and a wonderful time at a broadway show. Hell, I would be IN that show, the one WATCHING people eat candy and it would be FAWLALA. Ok, I'm ranting now, about petty things. Petty things that will never EVER come true. Watch, I'll be one of those loosers, sitting back infront of a computer, taking college online, all because I couldn't ace the ACT nor have the guts to scrap away my lazyness and work to my full potiential. My Junior year ish suckyyy. Ok, now I'm going into really petty petty things. Goodbye journal, that makes me want to eat you and then um...ramble you out. o-O;