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in the middle of a dream one that seems horrid as can be. rushing from the noise all around me. colliding to intertwin arond my inner thoughts,on my fears, and my triumphs. getting lost inside myself thinking why must i feel this way...about myself..and those other people who perished in my flame. if ones purpose is to kill...what do i kill for..why must i kill. the blood that i have shed. the sins i have commited. the innocent lives that were lost because of me! why....why must i be born a monster whose flame burns on forever.....why must this nightmare truely be my reality..........