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I feel so... alone right now. Like no one likes me anymore.

At school, on deviant art, on gaia too... I feel so alone for some reason.

I miss my friends in Erie. I miss the fun we used to have. I wish I could go back to those days~

I miss when my rp's were up and running smoothly, lots of chatting, fun... it was all so much fun.

Why do happy times have to end?

And why do they leave me in such a rut?

A rut so deep, I just keep digging it deeper.

So deep, that when I finally look up and call for help, I never get it.

I'm so alone.

I'm really sad.

I wish time would just freeze over those happy moments,

the laughs.

the fun.

the friends.

I was left by two of my closest friends on here.

but I guess this is how we all grow up.

In order to meet new people, we have to give up others.

Time keeps going and we can't stop it.

But, I know that the good times will return soon.

Because as much as we change,

Time never will.

And, history is due to repete its self eventually.

So I guess I'll wait it out...

but until then, I guess I'll just have to deal with this chest squeezing pain,

I'll try and stand on my shaking feet and face the wind.

I'll try to be strong.

But I know that all the while still,

I'll be lonely.