I'm sick of it all. I can't take it anymore. This morning I woke up begging my godesses to just kill me already. I can't deal with life anymore! Why can't it just end? What's the point of me living this life? Why can't I just die? This world is s**t and I hate those of my own blood above any other. I can't end it myself. I refuse to. Please... by the gods or some other higher power, let it end!
Look, I know this is selfish of me to say, but I don't want you die. And I'm sure there are so many other people who think the same. And I know life is difficult. It will always be difficult, no matter what, for everyone. No one has it easy. And you're very important to me and to our friends. We love you and you would definetly be missed if you did die. So many people would be upset. Just..please don't do anything to hurt yourself. And with your family, just think of it this way: You have three more years left. And then you can leave and go anywhere you want to go. Three years and you can do whatever the hell you want! And you know, you can always talk me, you can complain for once. It's okay. I may not give you the best advice, but I'll try to make you feel better. I want you to be happy... I'm sorry...