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So, today, I wake up...thinking its going to be a pretty good day.
I get in the car, and my Mom is like: "Your makeup looks terrible...you should let me do it for you."
I just ignore her, getting irritated, I'm like: "Its fine."
So then she proceeds to tell me that I've been depressed lately; and she wants it to stop. She thinks I need to go to counceling.
So later on in the car ride, after yelling at me about how I need to get off my lazy a** and actually do something with my pathetic life, she tells me that she's going to put me on anti-depressents, and take away my computer, make me start doing all the chores and cleaning the house/my room everyday, and I have to check out a "education" book every ******** week.
And she also says I can't talk on the phone anymore. And you know what that means? No more talking to Grey! Its not like I get to talk to him on AIM either, because his Mom took away his computer, too, so I'm like so ******** pissed at my family.
So then I talked my Mom into letting me stay home, because I was freaking bawling in the car, and I didn't want to go into school because I know I'd probably start crying or flaming my Mom, or something, so she got all pissed and said: "YOU MISS TOO MUCH SCHOOL YOU ******** LOSER!"
And so I go to my Grandma's, I just want to sleep and think about things, and she starts questioning me telling me I need to take less time on the computer, and asking me if I'm depressed because of such and such, and I keep telling her no, and she's like: "You know, we're never going to get to the bottom of this if you keep denying whats wrong with you."
So finally I break down and I'm like, "THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH ME!" So now my family hates me.
AND they think its all Gaia's fault.
I just wanna get out of this shithole.
I want to be with Grey...*sobs*
Haha. You read this. Now comment in my profile? :33
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
So, today, I wake up...thinking its going to be a pretty good day.
I get in the car, and my Mom is like: "Your makeup looks terrible...you should let me do it for you."
I just ignore her, getting irritated, I'm like: "Its fine."
So then she proceeds to tell me that I've been depressed lately; and she wants it to stop. She thinks I need to go to counceling.
So later on in the car ride, after yelling at me about how I need to get off my lazy a** and actually do something with my pathetic life, she tells me that she's going to put me on anti-depressents, and take away my computer, make me start doing all the chores and cleaning the house/my room everyday, and I have to check out a "education" book every ******** week.
And she also says I can't talk on the phone anymore. And you know what that means? No more talking to Grey! Its not like I get to talk to him on AIM either, because his Mom took away his computer, too, so I'm like so ******** pissed at my family.
So then I talked my Mom into letting me stay home, because I was freaking bawling in the car, and I didn't want to go into school because I know I'd probably start crying or flaming my Mom, or something, so she got all pissed and said: "YOU MISS TOO MUCH SCHOOL YOU ******** LOSER!"
And so I go to my Grandma's, I just want to sleep and think about things, and she starts questioning me telling me I need to take less time on the computer, and asking me if I'm depressed because of such and such, and I keep telling her no, and she's like: "You know, we're never going to get to the bottom of this if you keep denying whats wrong with you."
So finally I break down and I'm like, "THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH ME!" So now my family hates me.
AND they think its all Gaia's fault.
I just wanna get out of this shithole.
I want to be with Grey...*sobs*
Haha. You read this. Now comment in my profile? :33
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KATIE! I luv j00000!
My parents can be ghey a lot of the time too, I'm just sorry that you gotta be going through this too. Anyway, a lot of the times it just helps me to think and know that very soon, I'll be able to leave my home for good.
I wish I could be there to make you feel better!
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