Have you ever felt really happy but really sad at the same time?
I feel happy but I feel that at any second now, my world is gonna shatter and come crashing down around me, that nothing is going to last. cry
I feel like I don't know what I want anymore.
I used to always know what I wanted, how to get it or reach my goal, and had a plan in place that I couldn't stray from. Only now, my plan seems flawed and written in white chalk on a white piece of paper and I might lose my way. I don't know what to do anymore. I used to know and now I'm just not sure.
I feel that all this time I've spent in school is wasted and that I'm wasting my time and energy on it when I could be doing something more important. uh i don't know.
And now I think I've said 'I don't know' at least 5 times.
I'm sorry I'm so whiny.
Alara Rae Community Member 
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