This is rather old, from November 2008. It's amazing to see how much I've changed since then.
>>Well, I have no religion. However living in a predominantly Christian society (US) I celebrated such Holidays referred to as "the Big ones" (i.e. Easter, Christmas, etc. ), and now that I have learned what the ancient--and present--deplorable Christians did I find them unfit to exist in such a manner as Hypocrisy.
>>Of late I am breaking the shackles of such sin as greed. I disowned my former greedy, selfish child-self, but I will not forget what happened to me then. It seems to be a plague upon children. Mii will not be so inclined to such tarnishing insolence.
>>I know not how, and I know not why, but I know many things about various religions before I learn of of such religions. Currently I am somewhere between Buddhist and what I seem to be seeking. She is a strange God to be under. Punishing us, so'st we might learn. Not a righteous God, nor a loathsome one, but one that pushes you toward the future she wants by whatever means she deems necessary. Morality is difficult when a daemon resides in one's self, when a whore is present, when light is brushed aside like the ancient cobwebs of strange eons past.... I find it difficult, but I prevail over the hellfire and brimstone and rise unto blackened, scorched lands of mudmen. How nice would it be to purify this world?
Dated November 13, 2008.
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