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Another day, another fun filled day of nothingness. Ran errands, thats all. Updates...updates...oh right! Went to court on the 16th. No surprised who all was there. Weylin was there. He looked so tired. They didnt need to bring him. Poor baby kept fussing and didnt want to sit with Lee. He kept reaching out for me and crying. It pissed me off that they wouldnt let him sit with me. Court went as I expected, with only a small twist. Seems that all the promises and parent to parent talks me and Lee had were nothing but BS. Thats okay, I got him and his lil wench back. He wants to play dirty, than so can I. I'm sure theyll be on their toes now that they know they are being watched. Not just by me of course. Seems certain people dont take too kind to sick perverts and child neglecters. So far its just unsupervised visitation with my son. Its a start, but I'm going to keep trying. Right now its just one day, but soon it will be more and before you know it, I'll have my lil prince back home with me.

New subject, school is going well I suppose. Havent failed just yet. I really gotta work my school schedule around my chaotic life. It will all be worth it though. I'll get a better job with a better education. Speaking of jobs, I hate mine. Selling knives is alot more boring than I thought. Still, it is a paycheck.

Might get married soon. I know, I know, I get engaged too much. Cupid just doesnt seem to like me much. Im willing to give this guy a chance, if he can prove he's not the same jerk off I dated once before.

Me and Becca split up. I just couldnt stand being around her. I care about her, but I've got too many problems with my own life to be worried about hers. She'll be leaving for Texas this Friday. It's gunna be alot quieter around the house.

Hoping to dye my hair again and get a new tattoo. Its my body and if someone else wants to pay for it, then why not? Changing my appearence doesnt determine who I am as a parent. I mean look at Ayla. She doesnt stand out in a crowd, but she's a horrid parent and she hasnt even given birth yet! I feel for that kid. Meanwhile, I have tats and dye my hair alot, got a few more piercings than normal, and like to wear black. Yet I still managed to survive pregnancy and care for and help care for my son for the past 2yrs. What we look like on the outside shouldnt determine who we are on the inside.