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I've been ******** over so many times with these ******** games.. these 'tests' when they're just ******** with your head.
[15:03] BriefDisaster: You cry when the one you care for rips out your very emotions and uses them as a bandage to cover their own emotional scars..
[15:04] BriefDisaster: I scream in hatred at these people needing to do this.. not willing to love and care, to just accept them and give them the support and love you're supposed to give. They use teeth and punches to get their way, to get their attention..
[15:05] BriefDisaster: You're supposed to use support, kisses and reassurances. To stand with them, not beat them down! and yet people, all over, continue this ******** game! This game where hearts are nothing but dollar pieces and pain and suffering are your million dollar plays..
[15:06] BriefDisaster: does this sound right? does it sound right to when you love someone you're supposed to expose your neck, give up your will, your dreams and your very essence just to allow them to wipe their cleats on you for that small glimpse of happiness you thought you saw in them?
[15:07] BriefDisaster: Does it!?
[15:09] BriefDisaster: Does it sound right when you say you love someone, you only do it to know what it's like to be in them, to have that short time of pleasure and then cast aside all sense and the facade you put on!?! To lie, to cheat, to leave your loved ones because responsibility and fear lead your life? To beat your wife, abuse your children, belittle them, and cause them pain!?! No man, No human, nothing should do this, be this cruel.