"for two and a half years
ive sat here and cried
and for two and a half years
ive wanted to die
when will the pain stop
revert me to light
make the pain leave me now
just at least put up a fight
beggin you gently
i fall on my knees
i let you walk all over me
never standing up, never being mean
for those two years
i have blended into nothingness
nothingness-blending into tears
cry yourself to sleep in day
day shifts silently to night
always hurts always pain
never any will any gain
speak to me gently
yell in my ear
i can always listen
but i can never hear
self pity some may call it
i just call it hate
a hate unmatched by anyone
handed down by fate
a hate that runs deep
through my veins and down
in my soul touches my very
being making my blood run cold
a hate that burns like poison
the poison takes its course
a poison killing me silently
i feel nothing no remorse
it broke my heart those days
ago a love that put me here
i say goodbye forever
forever right then and there!"
-brittney
Pyrok1tty Community Member 
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