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Well I'm going to walmart later on today...but otherwise it's going to be uneventful.
I feel kinda mean...it's like I want to hang out with everyone BUT my boyfriend.
I can't help it if I don't like him as a boyfriend anymore, but pretty soon he would start making some connections...lol. sweatdrop
I want to hang out with Ricardo and have that water gun fight we said we would have.
Although...I'm not entirely sure if that's still standing because we're not together anymore, but there's no harm in asking.
Technically I need to get a hold of him anyway because I want my cd AND the Pink Book back....seriously.
But I'm too nervous to call him because...well I'm just wondering if maybe I shouldn't have kept his number since we broke up... eek
...I could try it, though...
At least for Overlord, because he really NEEDS to see the Pink Book.
In fact, it's a wonder he's not freaking out about every day that he DOESN'T get to see it.
Ha ha ha! Bwaah ha ha ha ha! rofl
So I guess, when I go to walmart...I shall buy...

1. Candy
2. A water gun (they're only a dollar!)
3. Makeup? (Depends how much I have left)

I have $7.97 on one card and $2.00 on the other...and if I brought three pennies I would have, you guessed it, $10.00 to spend there. Lol.
Poor Brandon...I'm not sure if he's seen how indecisive I get about candy.
Seriously, I can spend like...20 minutes or more trying to decide what candy I want.
It's a little embarrassing...probably even more so for whoever is with me...but they either put up or shut up...
Besides...shopping with me is a fun experience no matter what...unless it's Dad...he's just not into my jokes I don't think.
I'm also half wondering about school when it starts back up again.
I'm excited for three of my classes...I forgot what two of them are...and I'm worried about Senior English for all the projects and essays I'll have to do....what if he or she is a teacher that likes group work?!
I HATE GROUP WORK!!! scream
Because usually, my group members are either lazy, bossy, incompetent, or don't really take the darn thing seriously...
Plus...I'm intelligent. I have my own ideas and I don't like having to collaborate with someone or even share mine.
I'm kind of mean and arrogant in the way that I like to see people do work on their own just so I can make a kind of estimate about how much smarter I am than they are...
I always have done that...I know it's wrong..but still...I think people should do work on their own ALL THE TIME.
When I'm working in the kitchen at my career, I'll be working with people, and we'll help each other out where it's needed (if we're all nice) and we'll get the job done...but we each have to do something separate so...you know?
Besides...teenagers these days, even though I am one, we're not old-fashioned anymore, and I can tell that because...well I'm smart for one, and I observe how people act.
They're stupid! I want to make them all smart like me! Instill my values and lessons in them! Make them better people who give a damn about something and have a passion for something!
Not just skateboarding and smoking at the Smoker's Corner and not really caring whether they get good grades or not!
I always had a hard time making friends here in Fallon.
I grew up with these kids for the most part and I'm SICK and TIRED of having to go back to school with them EACH and EVERY year I'm here!
I hate them! I hate them all! (Well not all, but like 98.99999%!!!) stressed
The good thing about being a senior though, is not having to be in a class with all the lowerclassmen I was with last year...good grief...
Anyway though I kinda got WAY off topic...
Well it's already 4:00.
Guess I'll clean the floor now or something.