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Noir
Noir's Masks
Which mask do you want to see?
The one that hides what I am on the inside?
Or the one that shows you who you want me to be?
Either way, you'll never see the real me.
Deeper than any sea.
Unreal as any dream.
Darker than any night.
My soul will make you cower in fright.
You can't get past these walls.
You won't see any light.
So stick to these masks and choose what you like.
Cause past those walls is just a monster.
The shell of one use to the used.
The remains of a shattered and broken.
Soon that monster will seek your plight.
And in the beginning you'll want to fight.
But as seducing as death itself.
It will only kill you in the end.
Giving it love and care is just a sin.
And what you thought you saw in this thing
Was just a lure from the fragments of its' past.
Help was like trying to fill a blackhole.
And love is just the ember in the blizzard.
It can never have enough, and seems to never be enough.
Greed for love and lust to stay.
There was a once firestorm to the snowstorm.
As there was a once star in the darkness.
But the greed and the lust of the sensation left it for more.
What should have and has been enough has been lost.
And as if with a vengeance, things returned worse than before.
That monster will always be that monster now.
So choose your mask, what will be?
Because it's saving you from something you don't wanna see.

-Matt







User Comments: [1]
The Sexual Pancake
Community Member





Sun Jun 21, 2009 @ 04:47am


Wow.

That's actually so...true.

But wanna know something funny? Despise the fact you're hurting a lot of people you're the one that gets the worst part.

And I'm pretty sure you've lost the opportunity with so many wonderful girls.

Anyways, I don't wish you any bad nor any good. Hope you survive with this wicked greed of yours, cause eventually it's going to get you again like it did now.

If you feel like talking, you know where to find me. I sincerely don't care about the past now, I don't agree with your reasons of what you did to me and I won't judge you about what you did to other people.

But I'm not a bad person, and I don't leave people alone.


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