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so recently i decided to go through my saved messages in my gaia inbox, its full of all the things i thought i might look at in the future but back then i had no idea of what kind of things i would think of in my current time today. it was full of false promises broken friendships, and a ton of lies and the truth of what some people realy think of me. as i looked through i felt every emotion possible. and then i rememberd "hey this is my past and i know my present and furure are structed upon this stuff so i should be happy" and as i realize it if it hadnt been for all the suffering the struggle the heartbreak and losses of friends who knows where i would be today? how i feel is that everything happens for a reason. knowing how secure i felt i selected all the far passed memories and deleted them because it was far too long to keep thinking of my past and the release felt great. because i know what i have today also sets the mold for my feuture and i couldnt be any happyer.